#5

inspired by:

The New English Bible

The Theatre of Tennessee Williams

Andersons Fairy Tales

One day it rained very hard,  

the burden of it was far to heavy for us to bear.

I am a follower of a new way, I sold

my beautiful diamonds with the harvest moon shining-

Yes, I noticed it.

Something still worse was coming:

She was getting delusions of grandeur,

playing with great bright colored butterflys;

The sky with all its stars was above them.

Time was when you were dead in your sins and wickedness,

the play is done!

When the time came he took his place at the table,

    but where was it to be found?

He has no sense of humor.

Well, that boy is repulsive and

I didn’t get any better.

He was in the room where plaster casts of the deformed limbs 

hang on the walls.

Try to be like him,

for all of us are parts of one body.

Come now let us be human!

Every tongue confess -” I know that when I am gone, savage wolves will come among you and will not spare the flock.”

After that speech was finished the old snails crept into their houses.

The tower room of the house on his birthday

gave a banquet.

There were also great forest glades.

Are the dancing girls asleep, or are they dead?

They were fairies.





A poetry exercise: take 3 or 4 preferable non-fiction books and page through randomly, writing down the first phrase that catches your eye. Stagger your search between your 3 or 4 books – first this one, then that, then that, then go through again. Write your phrases in a casual, irregular way in your notebook until you feel you have enough. Then choose with instinct which phrase goes where – this, that, this, that.

You will then have a poem.

The Artist becomes a Human

(Something must be surrendered)

It is difficult to explain the position of the artist’s right hand,

    the mannered spread of the slender fingers of her left hand

marks a place in an open book.

The female figure in the sculpture also has a certain sphinx like 

    quality, the split ego of the solitary narcisstic individual.

Facing each other in a deliberately archaic manner,

   the three reluctant heroes evaluate the situation.

Their gaze is focused in an expression of playful, yet slightly anxious   

    anticipation, in the search for an explanation of her terrible fate:

The bloom of youth

The Road Back, The Ordinary World-

   his comparison of the fall of hair with running water.

Will he choose in accordance with his old, flawed ways?

The year 1886, the first of these climactic phases,

     dominated the entire familty with her ‘often cruel influence’

(which she must have found increasingly upsetting).

.

While the Face, marked by Age

     returns swiftly to the throne room, laying the broom before the ferocious floating Head.

The human half of a female centaur is seen struggling to break free of her lower, animal self,

while

        she is commiting murder and suicide in effigy.

(Something must be given back)

The much smaller torso of Venus appears to nestle up to the Head,

   emerging from the cloud of marble.

The victim of a misfortune, 

    or of an understandable error of judgment.

Sympathetic,

   reflecting the choice of the new person she has become.

Strengh is needed for the return to the upper world.

INSPIRED BY:

Auguste Rodin and Camille Claudel

The Writer’s Journey

The Art of the Portrait

Fortune 8

2020

This Christmas Day was turning into a very a Long Day.  Every fun thing Lucy had planned for this day was already finished; her hot chocolate, her movie binge, she had opened her presents.  She walked her typical 4 miles and even put on a dress.  Make-up and earrings!  She checked the News 3 times.  This last activity was not as fun as it was compulsive.  The News said everything was the same or getting worse meaning more deaths, more sickness and lost jobs – didn’t these doom mongers take a night off? Lucy wondered.  She had always enjoyed the quietness of a shuttered retail sector during the holidays, the irony now was that most of the stores had been closed for the entire year. The quietness of the day was not exceptional or spiritual, it was mundane and lonely.

And she missed her boyfriend.  He was one of the last people she was able to have contact with before the ban on all “non-essential contact” went into effect, which allowed only married couples and parents and their minor children to interact “within a 6 foot perimeter”.  He had disappeared in June and she later found out that he had died from the virus.  Found out snooping around on Facebook. 

She prayed that her internet connection wouldn’t go out before the show came on, her final “fun” activity for the day and something she had been looking forward to.  There had been ominous signs that there might be disruptions; the yule log video on Netflix had been stopping and starting and when she face-timed with her son the connection was bad.

Lucy felt like she was living on a different planet these days, all the fellow humans turned into hostile aliens, everything familiar become a little odd and possibly dangerous.  “The Planet of the Apes” popped into her head and she considered the plight of Charlton Heston and his crew and also the Star Trek episodes where they had explored alien planets.  She felt sorry that she had condemned them for being silly cowards! She had lived in the same state her whole life so didn’t even know what it was like to move far from home.  What intergalactic wizard had come and replaced the ordinary world with this cruel facsimile? 

Lucy checked her notes again and OH NO, that YouTube show was on at 6:30, but was that eastern time? The time zones previously had had little impact on her life, but with all the online activity those details really mattered now. OH NO.

She hurriedly dragged out her lap top and brought up YouTube, punched in “Watch”, (in a panic realizing she didn’t know how else to find it) and suprisingly, a QR code came on the screen.  It was 6:25 and she wondered what in the hell she should do now.  

She slumped back and stared into space.  She picked up her phone and thought about calling her son, but for some reason she didn’t want him to know she what she was trying to watch, and she really didn’t want to call him again, having already texted him several times and facetimed with him as well. How far could she strain the familial bonds?

Her phone opened to her photos so she started scrolling absent-mindedly.  “A memory!” Her phone chirped at her.  Christmas, 2018.  She looked at the photo and saw it was of herself, smiling in front of a brightly decorated tree.  At her parents house, where the whole family had gathered, and Uncle Cy had gotten into an amiable drunken argument with everyone else, and there had been food, and presents and people.  Happy people.  Fairly happy people.

She continued scrolling backward from that point and then a photo of another QR code with a series of numbers under it.  From what or where? Why was this here? She vaguely remembered a piece of paper under her windshield wiper, she remembered crumpling the paper and then for some reason, smoothing it out and taking a photo.

“What are the chances!” Lucy said aloud.

She knew more about technology than she did two years ago, so she aimed her phone at the screen of the computer and waited to see where she would be taken.

This is the 8th installment of the series FORTUNE